IME it is not for self treatment and beneficial with the care and supervision of a great KAT which I am fortunate to have. It’s about neuroplasticity and remapping your brains wiring to allow you to properly process old deep seated traumas that plague you in the present.
I (we) grew up with sexual physical and psychology abuse. I spent most my life self medicating and underachieving while my brother was an workaholic overachiever.
5 years ago at the age 51 and 53 respectively my little brother took his life with a single gunshot under the chin. I spent the first year lying beside him in his gasket buried in the ground.
I was destroyed in every capacity. My heart was broken to pieces. My mind could not conceive a life without him. The pain manifested itself physically to the point I hurt everywhere.
Thanks to my therapist, my fearless and painful hard work and the use of ketamine I am healing today.
I suggest getting educated on how and why ketamine work and understand the prerequisite work it requires to truly get healing.